I can't believe
I just sat
on this brown tweed couch
for three hours
waiting for you to call,
can't believe
that I pressed the buttons
on the remote control
like I was you
dialing a phone,
dialing my number.
I can't believe
I thought you might
hear me wishing,
all the way
from where you are.

I couldn't decide
on a channel.

This uncertainty
is tainting me.